Please read it slowly, so you can understand.
It's worse when you can't feel a thing
Than when you can and won't
It's worse when you can't help yourself
Than when you can and don't
It's worse when you know that you'll lose
Than when you don't and do
It's worse when you were born to fail
Than when you weren't and do
It's worse when you can't cry the tears
That you should for your fears
It hurts when you convince yourself
That you can and It's lies
It's worse when you know that you can't
Despite all of the tries
It's hard when you just can't succeed
No matter where you go
It's hard when you want to be heard
And they don't even know
It hurts when you are struggling
And it will never work
Despite all of your friendly talk
They still think you're a jerk
It scares you that you have so much
And you know you should not
You give up and you throw away
Whatever else you've got
It hurts when you know you let down
Those of whom you love
It's worse when you know you might not
End up in up above
You start accepting failure
As an everyday dissent
You start to lose your confidence
In every step you spent
It hurts when you know that there is
no deeper left to dig
You've reached the bottom of the pit
And this is what you are
It hurts when you look up and think
You could have gone so far
You're in a place you deserve to be
From a place you loved so much
It's something you did knowingly
But was it ever fair
It was setup for you to fall
And so you'll always blame
Weren't sharp enough to play at all
So pretend to hate the game
And that is how it always was
A lifetime full of shame
It hurts when they believed in you
And you just gave them grief
It hurt when you saw that they mourned
And you felt disbelief
It hurts when you knew it was real
And now you're on the shelf
The pain's not cuz you failed them all
It's cuz you failed yourself
All heart so low
Can't feel a thing
it's empty I can't
Feel a thing
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ray
P.S - this piece is not about me, just written for those people who feel low sometimes. No matter how bad it gets, it's not worth your life.